i realized i’d suffer through a lifetime of misery to be near you everyday. because where ever you are is my home.
You burn bright when your left alone
Build up the speed to bring you home
Turn off the lights and watch you glow
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(Source: ko-vu)
you don’t want me. you said you’d be there. you promised you’d get better. but you don’t care. and i can’t make you care. i try, so hard to make you care. i try so hard. but i just can’t make you care. i thought it would get better. i thought you’d be there for me. your not. i need you to be there for me. i need you to be the father you promised you’d be.
i like being independent. i don’t need much from you, i don’t ask alot. but i’m begging you. i’m begging you for help. i know your not use to this, neither am i. i need you right now, to listen. i NEED you to HEAR me. you have to. i’m sick, i’m falling apart inside. i can’t hold on much longer. i know i seem happy, like i’m perfectly content. i don’t want anyone to know. i don’t want anyone to see, that i’m not as strong as i put on. i’m breaking. i can’t seem to pull myself out. i need help. please hear my cry. please see my pain. please help me. cause i don’t know how much longer i can hold out. i’m hurt, i’m discontent with myself. and i’m hurting myself. pay attention, for once, to what is really going on. listen when i tell you i’m diseased. i know my bones aren’t popping out yet, i know my body isn’t crumbling yet. maybe you have to see it. i’m trying to tell you now, before it becomes worse. listen please. if there is a god out there, please let her hear me.
(Source: geniusofthehole, via l4dyboner)
i’ll admitt that i need you, when you admitt that i’m not completely hopeless
